Lose Some Gain Some

Had been thinking about things over the last weekend... 3 months had passed and yes... I have gotten over ** but there is still a tiny weeny bit in me that tells me that ** still affect me in a minute way....

Anyway I have come to realise that in life, you lose some you gain some....I may have lost **, but I have gained ALOT more, e.g. new friendships of Mark, Sandy and Beatrice, thanks to Clara haha... oh ya, they are extremely nice and fun people :) , gotten closer to my family and having care, concern and support from close friends :)

Thanks Clara and "brather" Gary, for being there for me most of the time when I was down and not forgetting Victor and Ee-lynn for their support during work :) Of cos I have not forgotten the rest of my friends who had been there for me during this dark period, however I can't possibly list everyone right? (if not I would be like saying some congratutory speech at a Grammy Award ceremony haha). THANKS GUYS!!

Guess I'm more or less over **.... Oh, came across this song which I have been listening over and over again because the lyrics is soooooooo me haha

You'll Think Of Me - Keith Urban

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been So
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah
And you're gonna think of me
Oh someday baby, someday